Update:

Been thinking a little lately, Like about how people can only find happiness in something or someone. I learnt that was typical me and that really brought me down to bits. I learnt the best way to cope is to find a way to be happy with your own company and not base it on the presence of another. I mean its good to spend time with friends and that. But i think if u base ur happiness within urself, no one would take that happiness away.

As for me, am on that road to find happiness within myself and not happiness dependent on someone or meterial things.

hugsx