If there is one thing I was born knowing how to do it’s have fun, experience has taught me that not taking opportunity, or passing by on being bold an ambitious leads to regrets. Who wants them? However through my burning desire to live life to its fullest and have fun I have learnt this can bring unbalance, which can only be tempered with responsibility.

I have grown to recognise that true love and friendship requires unselfish commitment, time, effort and effective communication.

As the close of Jan my first month in 2009 draws to a close, I reflect on my past with the intent on making my future a better one. A renewed Jay with an understanding of his true self worth! Cool tempered, bold, ambitious, committed, loving, honest and above all I forgive me for anything I need forgiving for.

Ready to face new challenges happy to accept that those who join my journey through life’s stepping stones on my rollercoaster can just as easily step off again, however I will not be derailed. Independent, focused and centred. I commit to holding myself up to a higher standard than I have in the past. I accept that not everyone will like me as I continue to grow and develop. I surrender any friendships which no longer support mutual growth and understanding.

There’s nothing greener on the other side! I commit to sowing the seeds of my green garden right where I am.